I did the bulk of the grocery shopping for Kevin and me (and the animals). Yesterday I went to the grocery store for the first time since he died. I had a near panic attack at the store, when I realized I was only shopping for myself and not for us.
I know that some people truly relish the freedom of being single. Of course I haven't had time yet to get used to the idea, but if yesterday was any indication, I don't like it. I'd rather be thinking about how I can make someone else just a little happier and healthier.
I suppose that as time goes by I'll begin to feel differently. But for now, I hate being alone. I hate it so much.
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